I was talking to a friend yesterday about how things are going with me. It occurred to me that I feel a lot better than I have in a long time, but I still feel fragile. The new ways of being, thinking and doing are not well-tested or well-practised. I know that I am stronger than I was and I do have some different coping skills, but there are also a lot of times when I feel a bit in the middle, the old ways of doing don't work and I haven't really found new ways. Everything is challenging when it is new though and over time things become easier and more the habitual way of being. This will come. In the mean time I am learning patience.
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