This will be short as I only have about 3 minutes of internet time left.
Today is a better day. I am glad to have reached out though because feeling down and thinking of suicide is scary. I know that asking for people to be there for me is a much better way to go. I know that there are a lot of people out there who love me and who I love and all of us would be worse off if I ever decided to follow through. The thing is that I need to write the good stuff and that bad stuff to truly reflect what is going on with me. Today I am watching the waves and surfers off the Oregon coast and enjoying the sun. The world is just fine.
You're on the Oregon Coast? I'm jealous! I've had to work on accepting the bad, and to not see it as morally bad or shameful.
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I was Nitin. I was lovely and I even got a sunburn (and have the peeling nose to prove it).
ReplyDeleteI am learning about the good and bad...