I have some good people in my life. I am starting to be able to appreciate them more and more as time goes on and as I get better. People who have supported me even when I have been difficult to be around. People who inspire me, have taught me, share with me, make me laugh, cry with me, celebrate with me, accept me for who I am etc... For so long I really couldn't see past the end of my nose. Everything seemed hard and dramatic and everything was some one else's fault. Negativity was also a mainstay in my world. I know now that these are symptoms of depression.
I now can see people for who they are and really start to appreciate the good things about them, instead of always seeing the negative things. I smile when I think of their jokes, I smile when I think of the amazing company they are, I smile when I remember how supportive they have been. I hurt when they hurt, I laugh when they laugh. I am blessed by so many people in my life and the newfound ability to see and appreciate this.
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