Heavy and light

Lately my life has felt very focussed on the heavy things.  Too much so.  In some ways this is a habit for me now.  I spent a lot of time in the last year and a half trying to figure myself out and dealing with a lot of heavy things.  This was important.  Now though, I find that I focus on the heavy and forget to really live.  I feel like maybe for a bit I just need to live my life.  Have some fun, deal with what comes and not think so much about the heavy stuff.