Curiousity

For so long the thought of the future has been horrible at worst or unsettling at best.  This week I feel curious about it.  Curious about what it will bring, what I will do etc...  It's such a treat to feel positive and not scared or anxious about what will come. My counsellor said at one point that not worrying about the future means trusting myself enough to know that I will handle whatever comes my way.  That sounds like a big thing, but the fact that I am feeling curious about what will happen must mean that one some level I am there, or getting there anyhow.  I like to take time to savour moments like these.  They happen more often now than they used to, but they still seem like such a treat to me.