My job right now is pretty intense, it has been for about 2 weeks and looks to be for 3 more. This is a big test of my ability to cope with things. I am working way more than usual having to work very closely with one person in particular who I find very, very challenging.
I'm working hard to ensure that I take care of myself through this, but certainly the time I have to do some of the things that are good for me is very limited. So far I feel ok, but I'm scared too. I have an inkling that right underneath the coping is not coping and it could surface anytime. I'm hoping I can hang on until things slow down. It feels a lot like things used to be when I always just kept coping. Maybe that is why I am scared. It feels the same. It might now be though, things have changed.
We'll see how it goes I guess. I knew I would have to face this kind of test of my coping skills eventually as this is the way my job works.
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