Sad

This evening I feel sad.  The last three years have been tough for me in a lot of ways.  There has been a lot of good stuff come out of it. But, there also have been some bad stuff come out of it.  I haven't been a good friend for sure and I know this has certainly affected some friendships.  This makes me very sad.  Today I long for the days when some of these friendships seemed so easy.  I long for the days when I felt connected to certain people that I no longer feel connected to.  I am sad.